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Saturday, February 27, 2010

What I Want in a Husband

Here is the long-awaited post. I finally have my list ready for you all to read. I'm sure I'll continue adding to this all the time, but this is what I have so far. I'd love to hear your feedback on the list- any opinions you have, additions/corrections you'd make, etc. I know we don't all have the same tastes, but I am curious to hear what you think.

The format is a bit off since I copied it over from my Xanga site. Sorry about that.

The Things I Want in a Husband

· He loves Jesus, is active in our church, and prays with me/does devotions, will step up and be the leader of the faith in our family

· He loves me and wants to make me happy all the time

· He accepts the way I look and doesn’t complains about my appearance

· He loves my family, wants to spend time with them, and is willing to help them without complaining

· His family is important to him as well; just has a strong sense of family overall

· He is willing to admit he is wrong and doesn’t have to be right ALL THE TIME

· He loves children, is good with them, is hands on with them, and wants several of his own

o He must love Peyton, Ashley, and Delaney as I do … or close to it

o He is willing to come baby-sit with me and help out; doesn’t mind doing that on a Friday night instead of going out

· He is confident

· He is outgoing and easy to talk to, can make conversation, and doesn’t expect me to start all the conversations

· He just wants to be with me

· He’ll be a provider for our family and will support my desire to stay at home with our kids

· He is friends with my friends and willing to and makes the effort to get to know my friends

· He also doesn’t mind me going out with my friends instead of spending time with him from time-to-time

· He is supportive of my health problems and is willing to do a lot of the cleaning and other things that I can’t do because of my health

· He is a protector for me. He wants to watch out for me at all times and take care of me. He won’t let anything happen to me that he can prevent.

· He respects me and wants the very best for me.

· He is willing to take things slowly and not rush things.

· He appreciates the small things in life.

· He likes to play board games.

· We have similar tastes in music; he likes Christian music

· He is humble and puts others before himself

· He is a gentleman: will open doors, ladies first, etc.

· He is kind to the elderly and doesn’t mind spending time with them.

· He prays for me and with me; he challenges me in my walk with God.

· He is understanding of my love for books or at least accepting. He doesn’t have to necessarily love books as much as me, but he should at least be okay with that.

· He doesn’t swear, smoke, drink, gamble (even for fun), etc. I have strong opinions on all of those things. J

· He has a sense of humor. He may not necessarily be funny to other people, but I want him to be able to make me laugh.

· He is a hard worker and is willing to work around the house, fixing things and such. If he doesn’t already know how to do certain tasks, he’d be willing to learn from my dad and help him out.

· He is taller than me…and by a fairly good amount so that when I where heels he isn’t shorter than me. (Okay, so that is obviously not as important as the others).

· I’d prefer for him to be older than me, but we’ll see. I’m willing to negotiate on that one, too. Haha!


Come Together Now- Day 31

I'm sure all of you have seen or heard this by now. It's the song that various Christian artists went together to sing to raise support for Haiti.



Friday, February 26, 2010

I am Love- Day 30

This is yet another FFH song. Can you tell who one of my favorite Christian groups is?! :o) The lyrics to this song are just so powerful.

I am Love by FFH
I’ve been here such a long time
Waiting for our first dance together
You refuse to give me the time
So I wait forever

I could have walked away long ago
But I just can’t get you off my mind, no
I could choose to shut the door
Say I won’t be patient anymore

But love doesn’t give up like that
Love doesn’t say enough’s enough
Love doesn’t just walk away
When the going gets tough
I know cause I am love

I can see what you’re trying to do
Fill this space with another lover
You should know that I have feelings too
And we were made for each other

But one day this new lover will be gone
Like the rest, it will be moving on
But I’ll still be here holding out my hand
I know it’s hard but try to understand

That love doesn't give up like that
Love doesn't say enough's enough
Love doesn't just walk away
When the going gets tough
I know- 'cause I am love.

Love doesn't give up like that
Love doesn't say enough's enough
Love doesn't just walk away
When the going gets tough
I know- 'cause I am, I am love.

I am love, I am love
Anytime you need me, I am love
Anytime you need me, cause I am love
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Anytime you need me
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Anytime you need me
I am love


And would you believe that I could not find a single video on YouTube for this song?!

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Waltz for Jennifer- Day 29

This is another song that I recommended for Christa to use at her wedding. It's on my list of wedding songs. :) Jeremy wrote it for his wife, Jennifer.

Waltz for Jennifer by FFH
Another long day is gone
And I'm ready for another long night
Where I'll be by your side
Another long day will come
And I'll thank Jesus that I am alive and
That He made you mine

CHORUS
We belong together you and me
Holding on tight like lock and key
Going strong the way this love should be our fantasy
And I'm so gladthat God made me for you and you for me
I'm having that dream
Where we are walking together along
With the sand in our feet
And I'm awake and I realize it wasn't a dream
It was reality

CHORUS
We belong together you and me
Holding on tight like lock and key
Going strong the way this love should be our fantasy
And I'm so gladthat God made me for you and you for me

CHORUS
We belong together you and me
Holding on tight like lock and key
Going strong the way this love should be our fantasy
And I'm so gladthat God made me for you and you for me
I'm so glad the God made me for you and you for me



Tuesday, February 23, 2010

I Will Be Here- Day 28

This afternoon I've been busy helping my best friend pick out wedding songs. Lucky for her, I had already made out a couple lists for my own use, so I let her see them. Lol. This was one of the songs. :)

I Will Be Here by Steven Curtis Chapman
Tomorrow morning if you wake up
and the sun does not appear
I will be here
If in the dark, we lose sight of love
Hold my hand, and have no fear
'Cause I will be here

I will be here
When you feel like being quiet
When you need to speak your mind
I will listen
And I will be here
When the laughter turns to cryin'
Through the winning, losing and trying
We'll be together
I will be here

Tomorrow morning, if you wake up
And the future is unclear
I will be here
Just as sure as seasons were made for change
Our lifetimes were made for these years
So I will be here

I will be here
And you can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we're older
I will hold you
And I will be here
To watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
I will be here

I will be true to the promise I have made
To you and to the One who gave you to me

Tomorrow morning, if you wake up
And the sun does not appear
I will be here
Oh, I will be here.


Monday, February 22, 2010

Who I Am- Day 27

This is another song that I love. I sometimes change the lyrics to fit my life. Haha.

Who I Am by Jessica Andrews
If I live to be a hundred
And never see the seven wonders
That'll be alright
If I don't make it to the big leagues
If I never win a Grammy
I'm gonna be just fine
Cause I know exactly who I am

I am Rosemary's granddaughter
The spitting image of my father
And when the day is done my momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know just where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's who I am

So when I make a big mistake
And when I fall flat on my face
I know I'll be alright
Should my tender heart be broken
I will cry those teardrops knowing
I will be just fine
Cause nothing changes who I am

I am Rosemary's granddaughter
The spitting image of my father
And when the day is done my momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know just where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's who I am

I'm a saint and I'm a sinner
I'm a loser; I'm a winner
I am steady and unstable
I'm young, but I am able

I am Rosemary's granddaughter
The spitting image of my father
And when the day is done my momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's who I am

I am Rosemary's granddaughter
The spitting image of my father
And when the day is done my momma's still my biggest fan
Sometimes I'm clueless and I'm clumsy
But I've got friends that love me
And they know where I stand
It's all a part of me
And that's who I am
That's who I am

I apologize that the sound doesn't match up exactly with the video here, but I didn't feel like searching for a better one. Lol.


Friday, February 19, 2010

Letters From War- Day 26

This song made me cry the first few times I listened to it. I can now get through it without crying. :)

Letters From War by Mark Schultz
She walked to the mailbox
On that bright summers day
Found a letter from her son
In a war far away

He spoke of the weather
And good friends that he'd made
Said I'd been thinking 'bout dad
And the life that he had
Thats why I'm here today
And that the end he said
You are what I'm fighting for
It was the first of the letters from war

She started writing
You're good and you're brave
What a father that you'll be someday
Make it home
Make it safe

She wrote every night as she prayed

Late in December
A day she'll not forget
Oh her tears stained the paper
With every word that she read

It said "I was up on a hill
I was out there alone
When the shots all rang out
And bombs were exploding
And thats when I saw him
He came back for me
And though he was captured
A man set me free
And that man was your son
He asked me to write to you
I told him i would, oh I swore"
It was the last of the letters from war

And she prayed he was living
Kept on believing
And wrote every night just to say

You are good
And you're brave
what a father that you'll be someday
Make it home
Make it safe
Still she kept writing each day

Then two years later
Autumn leaves all around
A car pulled in the driveway
And she fell to the ground
And out stepped a captain
Where her boy used to stand

He said, "Mom, I'm following orders
From all of your letters
And I've come home again",
He ran into hold her
And dropped all his bags on the floor
Holding all of her letters from war

Bring him home
Bring him home
Bring him home



Thursday, February 18, 2010

Have I Ever Told You- Day 25

Jeremy Diebler wrote this song after a long talk with his dad, who left when he was a boy.

Have I Ever Told You by FFH
Have I ever told you that I'm,
Sorry it didn't work out.
Have I ever told you that I'm,
I'm sorry that I walked out.
Have I ever told you that I'm,
Sorry that didn't think about how
it was going to make you feel.

Have I ever told you that I'm,
I'm sorry I wasn't honest.
We don't know how these lies,
Are going to come back to haunt us.
Have I ever told you that I'm,
I'm sorry that I broke my promise,
That I made to you.

But I believe,
It was right for me,
Or at least it seemed so at the time.
But reality,
Got the best of me,
And I guess I lost my mind.
My mind.

Have I ever told you that I'm,
I'm sorry that I forgot,
Just how hard I said I'd try,
I thought I did, but I guess not.
Have I ever told you that I,
I've been thinkin' about this
quite an awful lot.

And I believe,
It is right for me,
Or at least it seemed so at the time.
But reality,
Got the best of me,
And I guess I lost my mind.
My mind.

Have I ever told you that I,
I love the way you turned out.
Have I ever told you that I,
I've been watchin' and I'm so proud.
Have I ever told you that I,
I'm still tryin' to figure out
what's inside of me.

But I believe,
There is hope for me ,
And it's going to take some time.
And the God who sees,
What's inside of me,
I know he can change my mind.

And I believe,
There is hope for me,
And it's going to take some time.
And the God who sees,
What's inside of me,
I know he can change my mind.
My Mind.

Sorry, this is the best I could do in the way of a video for this song.

You're Not Alone- Day 24

This song was just playing on my iPod. I love it.

You're Not Alone by Meredith Andrews
I searched for love
When the night came and it closed in
I was alone but you found me where I was hiding
And though I'll never ever be the same
It was the sweetest voice that called my name
singing

You're not alone
For I am here
let me wipe away every fear
My love I've never left your side
I have seen you through the darkest night
and I'm the one that's loved you all your life
All of your life

You cry yourself to sleep
cause the hurt is real
and the pain cuts deep
All hope seems lost
With heartache your closest friend
and everyone else long gone

You've had to face the music on your own
but there is a sweeter song that calls you home
**sayin'

You're not alone
For I am here
let me wipe away your every tear
My love I've never left your side
I have seen you through the darkest nights
And I'm the one that's love you all your life
All your life

Faithful and true... Forever
For my love will carry you....

You're not alone
for I... I am here
let me wipe away every fear... Oh yeah
My love I've never left your side
I have seen you through your darkest nights
Your darkest nights
And I'm the one that's loved you all your life
All of your life




Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Questions and Answers- Part 2

Here is the second set of the questions. :)

Katie asked, "Do you see yourself as a working mother or a SAHM?"

A stay-at-home mom definitely. That has always been my dream. My mom stayed home with us until I was in first grade, and I loved having her home with us.


"Are you saving your first kiss for at the alter?"

Hmm, I don't know. Probably not. I've never been kissed as of yet, but that's mostly because I have never had a boyfriend. I definitely don't want to kiss too much, but I doubt that I'll actually save my first kiss for the alter. I guess it depends on my future husband's thoughts on the matter.


"What is your favorite book (other than the Bible, that is a given)?"

Oooh, another good question. I have so many! Really any of my Christian romance books. :) I'll just go with the one I just finished reading for the second time, Every Storm by Lori Wick.


"If you could have one superpower, what would it be and why?"

To be able to snap my fingers and have my homework done. Okay, so that would only be for this time in my life. I don't know what I would want for the rest of my life. Christa and I thought of a really good one the other day, but now neither one of us can think of it. Oh, I know, to be able to never get headaches. Can you tell what I have right now?!



Sally asked, "Have you never had a boyfriend because you didn't want one/weren't ready for one, or have you been asked but just never cared enough for the guy?"

Or option three- have you never been asked. That would be the right answer. Actually, there was one guy hinting around and was definitely leading up to asking me, but I could see where the discussion was going and made it clear that I wasn't interested. He was going about it in all the wrong ways. After the fact, I realized how he had been leading up to that the whole conversation. I still don't know if he actually liked me or was just desperate for a girlfriend. He asked out quite a few girls before finally having one accept him. Lol.


"When did you know you wanted to be a teacher?"

I just had to answer this question in my interview last week. I think I first started thinking about it when my mom went back to teaching when I was in first grade. Plus, I had a really awesome teacher that year that probably influenced me, too. Growing up I spent so much time in my mom's classroom, helping her out and seeing how she did things. It is incredible how many kids come up to her, saying what a difference she made in their lives or that she is still their favorite teacher. I love the passion my mom has for teaching. I want to be able to make that kind of difference in kids' lives. I really started doubting teaching, though, in later middle school/high school. I prayed about it a LOT. Then I did my cadet teaching my senior year, and that confirmed things for me. I knew then and there that I was supposed to be a teacher!


"Have you always loved kids?"

Yeppers. Even as a baby, I had baby dolls that I loved to carry around/hold/play with. We have sooooo many pictures of me as a little girl with all of my babies. Jen and I played house/Barbies/Polly Pockets all.the.time. We took our dolls everywhere with us: to grandma's, shopping, on vacation, church, everywhere! I have always loved babies and kids. I'd rather spend time with them than adults half the time. Haha. I started baby-sitting in 4th grade (with my sister along- we tag-teamed), and I've been baby-sitting ever since! I didn't start baby-sitting on my own until middle school sometime.



Melissa asked, "Who do you most admire?"

Ooh, tough question. There are so many people that I admire! I'll go with only people that I personally know. My mom, my grandma, Teresa (mentor and youth pastor's wife), and many others.

"I think you've posted this before, but what are the top five things you want in your future husband?"

Actually, I haven't posted that before. I've been asked to, but I've never gotten around to it. As I mentioned in another answer, I will be posting the complete list in the next few days. Weeeeell, I was going to post five things, but upon looking at my list, I don't know which five to pick. Haha. So I'll just post the whole list in the next day or two. I'll tag you in it, so you can see it.


"If you could trade lives with anyone for a day, who would it be?"

Ahh, another one that makes me think! Hmmm, I suppose someone who lives in a big city, just to experience life there for a day. I'm definitely a small-town kinda girl, but I'd like to know what just one day living in a bigger city would be like. I don't ever want to truly move to a big city, but it'd be interesting to see the difference! I don't really want to trade lives with a celebrity because I wouldn't like the popularity and everyone poking into your business.


"What do you think is your biggest weakness/strength?"

Biggest weakness: procrastination or shyness. It's a toss-up. Biggest strength: kindness??? I don't know.


"Favorite physical feature on yourself?"

Definitely not my nose or my toes. Haha. I'll just go with my overall thin-ness because I know I won't stay like this forever.


"What do you think is the most important thing your parents did to help shape you into the wonderful person that you are today?"

Awww, thanks for that compliment. That's a tough question. They did so many awesome things that I would like to repeat with my own children some day. There are two things that really stand out to me, though. Obviously a huge factor is raising us in the church and "making" us go when we were younger. I noticed a huge shift in our family life when we switched churches for the who-knows-what-th time to the church where we still are today. That's when we really started living out more of our faith at home. The other is stressing how important family is. We have always made it a huge point to support each other in whatever we do. My mom has always placed a huge emphasis on spending time together. Dinner every night was a family affair. We didn't grab our own thing and go separate ways. We have always eaten together. We do family game nights as much as we possibly can. We make sure to get away at least once a year, even if it's just a few days, as a family for vacation. It doesn't have to be anywhere spectacular, as long as we are spending the time together. We also pray together as much as possible, read together, even watch TV together. Anything that will bring us closer as a family.



Lisa asked, "Would you ever move away from home? (Like if your husband wasn't from the same state? - I did! )

Yes, I would if my husband was from a different state. There wouldn't be many other reasons that I would leave this area for, but that would be one that I would. I think it's slightly odd when husbands and wives stay married but live in different states because of jobs. I always thought that the spouses should follow each other wherever the other was going. Isn't that the way it should be? *Just to clarify: I know that Lisa didn't mean that last part by her question; I was just going off on my own little tangent since that other point came to mind. *



Becky asked, "Did you have braces when you were younger?"

Yep, two sets! I got the first set when I was in third grade because I had a cross bite. We had never noticed it until the orthodontist mentioned it, but looking back at pictures now, we wonder how we could have possibly missed that my jaws were not lined up! I had that set for a year just to correct the cross bite at the same time that Jen had braces. Then once all of my teeth were in for good, I got a second set in middle school. Mom and I got our braces put on at the same time the same day. I only had that set for a year, too. I still have a permanent bottom retainer, and I wear my top retainer at night. I know most people don't anymore, but I think it's ridiculous not to after spending thousands of dollars to get these puppies straight. I'll probably be sitting in a nursing home someday, still wearing my hot pink retainer at night. Haha!


I left the picture at home that I was going to use for my first set of braces, but you can kind of see them here.
21-5-15-99

And here is my second set of braces.
28-November 2002


"When did you become a believer?"

I was raised in the church, so I pretty much always assumed that I was a Christian growing up. I don't remember if I ever actually prayed that prayer when I was little. Then when I was in 7th grade on September 22, I officially rededicated my life to God or dedicated it for the first time if I hadn't already.


"Who is your favorite feminine role model and why?"

I'm going to have to go with Mary, Jesus's mother. I can't imagine having a faith like her's. The movie The Nativity Story really shows just what kind of faith she had. It's incredible.


Breakfast- Day 23

I love this song. It's another one that makes me laugh. I am sad that I never hear it on the radio anymore! So I bought it on iTunes so I can listen to it more often. :)

Breakfast by the Newsboys
Hold the milk, put back the sugar
They are powerless to console
We've gathered here to sprinkle ashes
From our late friend's cereal bowl

Breakfast clubbers, say the motto
That he taught us to repeat
"You will lose it in your gym class
If you wait until noon to eat"

Back when the Chess Club said our eggs were soft
Every Monday he'd say grace and hold our juice aloft
Oh, none of us knew his checkout time would come so soon
But before his brain stopped waving, he composed this tune

When the toast has burned
And all the milk has turned
And Captain Crunch is waving farewell
When the big one finds you
May this song remind you
That they don't serve breakfast in hell

Breakfast clubbers, drop the hankies
Though to some our friend was odd
That day he bought those pine pajamas
His check was good with God

Those here without the Lord, how do you cope?
For this morning we don't mourn like those who have no hope
Oh, rise up, Fruit Loop lovers; sing out sweet and low
With spoons held high, we bid our brother "Cheerio!"

When the toast has burned
And all the milk has turned
And Captain Crunch is waving farewell
When the big one finds you
May this song remind you
That they don't serve breakfast in hell


Monday, February 15, 2010

8th Grade- Day 22

This song was just playing on my iPod while I was doing my chemistry lab assignment, so this is today's song. This one always makes me laugh at the beginning, but it has such a good message, too. Enjoy!

8th Grade by Chris Rice
Take a little trip with me back to junior high
Set the time machine to 1975
We just found out that momma's gonna have another kid
Back in the 8th grade

Follow me down the hall to the cafeteria
Remember the days when life was not so mysterious
Was dipping yesterday's corn dog in last week's ketchup
Where the worst thing i could mess up
Back in the 8th grade

Why does the past always seem safer?
*chorus*
Maybe because at least we know me made it
You can believe it, yeah, just like the 8th grade
When every day will come just the way the Lord ordained it
And why do we worry about the future?
Step out into the hall and feel the moment pass
Slam the locker, there's the bell, we're running to class

We're back in the 8th grade
'Cause Mr. Jackson told us,"Don't be late to geometry again"
I drop my books, sit down and mess with my hair

Suzie looks at me and smiles, I'm walking on air
Then I hear my name, I missed the question, I mumble something

The class is laughing, oh i love the 8th grade

*chorus*
**music**
*chorus*


Sunday, February 14, 2010

Hallelujah Chorus- Day 21

I just find this amusing. My dad and youth pastor were joking around that they were going to get a group of guys from our church to do this. I don't think so. I can't imagine the hours of practice that went into this. It actually starts around 1:40 into the video.


Saturday, February 13, 2010

Held- Day 20

This is such a good song by Natalie Grant. I saw her perform it at the Revolve Tour several years ago. I can't imagine going through something like the family at the beginning of this song.

Held by Natalie Grant
Two months is too little
They let him go
They had no sudden healing
To think that providence
Would take a child from his mother
While she prays, is appalling
Who told us we'd be rescued
What has changed and
Why should we be saved from nightmares
We're asking why this happens to us
Who have died to live, it's unfair

[Chorus]
This is what it means to be held
How it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was when everything fell
We'd be held

This hand is bitterness
We want to taste it and
Let the hatred numb our sorrows
The wise hand opens slowly
To lilies of the valley and tomorrow

[Chorus]
This is what it means to be held
How it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was when everything fell
We'd be held

[Bridge]
If hope is born of suffering
If this is only the beginning
Can we not wait, for one hour
Watching for our savior

[Chorus]
This is what it means to be held
How it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was when everything fell
We'd be held
We'd be held

This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was when everything fell
We'd be held

This is what it means to be held.....


Questions and Answers

This is just copied over from my other blog. :)

I finally have enough free time to do this Q&A post. I'm sorry it took me so long to get around to it! I noticed a ... trend going with these questions. Many were centered around a couple particular topics. I was impressed with all the questions, though! They are very interesting to think about.

Candi said, "I'd like to see pictures of your bedroom and kitchen."

I'm actually going to do a house tour picture post sometime since I never did it back when Katie asked us to, but for now here is our kitchen...

My dad and grandpa totally redid it several years ago. I should do a before and after post. Haha, so many big ideas that I never get to for months.
Kitchen 5 Kitchen 4 Kitchen 1 Kitchen 3 Kitchen 2


I don't have pictures of my bedroom right now since I haven't cleaned it up yet. :) I'll put those in the house tour. But here is what my bedroom used to look like before I totally finished the "make-over" back in 2004-2005...
IMG_0033
I have a lot of the same things in my room, but I have a different border, wall color, some different knick-knacks, the pillows are gone, and other things.


"And what are three things on your bucket list?"

I just randomly picked three from my list: get married, visit New York City, and learn "The Pledge of Allegiance" in sign language.



Tina asked, "To be completely childish, but in honor of February, any love interests? No names of course, but do you have a 'crush' on anyone?"

Haha, Tina, you crack me up. Uh, no, I'm afraid I don't. There are plenty of cute guys here, but I don't know any of them well enough to have a "crush" on them. Sorry.



Jenny asked, "Have you ever been in a serious relationship?"

Nope. Never. Not that I haven't wanted to be, but I'll get to that in some later questions. :)


"What are you looking for in a guy?"

I actually have been asked in the past to post the list of things I want in a husband, so I have been working on it over time. I am continually adding to it. The poor guy will have a lot to live up to. Lol. Even though I haven't been in a serious relationship, I have been mentally taking notes of all the experiences my friends have been through. I have learned a lot from their mistakes. I've also observed my parents' relationship and the many marriages around me, which has helped me form my opinion. I'll mention a few things in a later question, but then I'll do the full list within the next few days hopefully so that this entry doesn't get ridiculously long.


"What kind of car do you drive?"

Well, I drove a 1992 blue Astro van for a few months my senior year of high school before it died for good. We'd had it since I was 4, so it was about time for it to die. It was still a sad day when my dad drove Bessie the Big, Blue Boat Bus away for the last time. We called her "Bessie" for short. Jen and I had already named her Bessie, but Alicia and I added on the whole description to the name while it was still Jen's. Haha.

Then I didn't have a car of my own until this past summer when I no longer could get away with borrowing my family's cars. I bought a white Chevy Cavalier, I think??? Haha, I don't even know what I drive or the year for that matter. The rest of my family knows, but I don't. It was the first car Dad and I test-drove. We had driven all the way to Columbia City to look at several auto sales places, but we didn't even stop the car- just drove through the parking lots and knew none of them would work. We came back to Huntington and found this car right down the road from our house. LOL! We then had to leave for a wedding before I made up my mind for good. I ended up feeling super sick at the wedding. After we got back home, we got a call that the guy was taking the car to an auction the next morning, so if we wanted it, we had to hurry over there before he left with it. I was still feeling so sick that Dad and Jen went to pick it up for me. Here is a picture...

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"Ok, now you have to tell how he got the name 'Boppa' since I noticed Jen called him 'Grandpa'. "

Tis true. We call him both. When we are talking about him, he is always Boppa. When I think of him, I think Boppa. When we are actually talking to him now that we are "older", we alternate between Boppa and Grandpa. How did he get the name? My mom called her maternal grandparents Nana and Boppa. She isn't really sure where the name Boppa came from; that's just what they called him. So when we came along, our maternal grandparents became Nana and Boppa. I don't know if my cousins called them Nana and Boppa at one point because they are so much older than we are. But now my cousin's kids call them Nana and Boppa since they hear us calling them that. :) Technically, the names should be carried on with my parents when I have kids, but I just can't picture them as "Nana" and "Boppa". That just seems strange. Lol.



Rachel asked, "What country would you most like to visit?"

Italy. My great-grandpa on my dad's side was born in Rome, and I love Italian food. We eat a lot of it on Dad's side of the family. Plus, I have always had a fascination with the Leaning Tower of Pisa, for some reason. I can't even tell you why, but ever since I heard of it in first grade, I've always had this fascination.


"What were your second and third choices for college?"

Honestly? I really didn't have any. I just knew I wanted to go to Huntington University. I never even did official college visits anywhere else. I informally visited Taylor with a friend from high school and stayed with another friend from church who went there. I considered Olivet and Anderson, too, but they were too far away for my liking.


"If you were a boy, what would your parents have named you?"

My parents didn't find out our genders until we were born. I was going to be Matthew. Jen was going to be Eric, I believe. I'm not sure what my middle name would've been.



Melissa asked, "What is your biggest pet peeve?"

Hmm, I have a lot of little ones. The first one that comes to mind is people smacking their gum or making loud noises while chewing their gum. Drives me nuts.


"What is something that frustrates you about yourself?"

Good question! How shy I am. My procrastination on everything. Staying up way too late reading.


"What was your best present ever?"

Oooh, that is a tough one, too. I have had SO many good ones. Graduation gift- my laptop from my grandparents. Christmas gift- I'll just go with my iPod or my digital camera. When I was little- my swingset or my Barbie dollhouse that Boppa built for me.



Kellie asked, "What are some names you like for your future children someday (boy and girl)?"

I really will get back to this one, as well. I have had many people ask me that, but I've always wanted to do a separate post about that. So I'll quit putting that off, too, and get on that SOON. So stay tuned for that one.


Since I have so many questions, I'll stop there and finish the questions in my next post. :) Feel free to ask more if you think of them!

Friday, February 12, 2010

Princes and Frogs- Day 19

I love this song. It cracks me up, but it has really good lyrics. :)


Wednesday, February 10, 2010

You Belong with Me- Day 18

This song has been going through my head ALL day, ever since I heard it playing as I got ready this morning in the bathroom. The video at the end is kinda cheesy, but cute. The words weren't matching up with the picture when I first watched it, but I hope it's okay now.

You Belong with Me by Taylor Swift
You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me


Tuesday, February 9, 2010

I Will Rise- Day 17

Seeing as how I have no time today to type out lyrics, this song is just perfect. Rather this video is perfect. I already had it saved on YouTube and the video includes the lyrics. So here's killing two birds with one stone. Plus, it helps that I love this song. My grandma's friend's grandson (follow that? haha) sang this at their church on Easter Sunday morning last year. It was beautiful.


Monday, February 8, 2010

Oh How the Years Go By- Day 16

I'll just be honest with you. Tonight by brain is absolutely fried after a stressful night, so I picked today's song by going over to my iPod, hitting shuffle, and picking the first song that came up that I liked. So there's nothing special about why I chose this song...I just went with it. I do love this song, though. I'd love to use it for my wedding someday in a slideshow of pictures. Wouldn't that be neat? Oh, and the video also isn't anything real special. I didn't even watch all of it. I just saw that it was about 7th Heaven, which used to be one of my favorite TV shows and went with it. Haha.

Oh How the Years Go By by Amy Grant
In our times of trouble we only had ourselves, nobody else
No one there to save us, we had to save ourselves

And when the storms came through
They found me and you back to back together
And when the sun would shine
It was yours and mine, yours and mine forever

And oh, how the years go by
And oh, how the love brings tears to my eyes
All through the changes the soul never dies
We fight, we laugh, we cry as the years go by

There were times we stumbled, they thought they had us down
We came around, yeah
How we rolled and rambled, we got lost, we got found
Now we're back on solid ground, yeah

We took everything
All our times would bring in this world of dangers
'Cause when your heart is strong
You know you're not alone in this world of strangers

Oh, how the years go by
Oh, how the love brings tears to my eyes
All through the changes the soul never dies
We fight, we laugh, we cry as the years go by

And if we lose our way any night or day
Well, we'll always be where we should be
I'm there for you and I know you're there for me

Oh, how the years go by
Oh, how the love brings tears to my eyes
All through the changes the soul never dies
We fight, we laugh, we cry as the years go by

Oh, how the years go by
Oh, how the love brings tears to my eyes
All through the changes the soul never dies
We fight, we laugh, we cry as the years go by

Oh, how the years go by
Oh, how the love brings tears to my eyes
All through the changes the soul never dies
We fight, we laugh, we cry as the years go by




Sunday, February 7, 2010

Healer- Day 15

This song just seemed appropriate for today, especially with Boppa still being in the hospital. Oh, and it's my mom's birthday today!

Healer by Kari Jobe
You hold my very moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease
I trust in You, I trust in You

I believe You're my healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe

And I believe You're my portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need

You hold my very moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease
I trust in You, Lord I trust in You

I believe You're my healer
I believe You are all I need
Oh, I believe

I believe You're my portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need

Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands

Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands

I believe You're my healer
I believe You are all I need
Oh, yes You are, yes You are

And I believe You're my portion
Lord I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need
More than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need

You're my healer



Saturday, February 6, 2010

Hands and Feet- Day 14

This is another song that was on the radio and has been going through my head lately. That's all for today. I'm heading to the hospital soon.

Hands and Feet by Audio Adrenaline
An image flashed across my TV screen
Another broken heart comes into view
I saw the pain and I turned my back
Why can't I do the things I want to?

I'm willing yet I'm so afraid
You give me strength, when I say

I wanna be your hands
I wanna be your feet
I'll go where you send me
I'll go where you send me

I'll be your hands
I'll be your feet
I'll go where you send me
I'll go where you send me

And I'll try, yeah I'll try
To touch the world
Like you touched my life
And I'll find my way
To be your hands

I'll abandon every selfish thought
I'll surrender everything I've got
You can have everything I am
And perfect everything I'm not

I am willing, I'm not afraid
You give me strength, when I say

I wanna be your hands
I wanna be your feet
I'll go where you send me
I'll go where you send me

I'll be your hands
I'll be your feet
I'll go where you send me
I'll go where you send me

And I'll try, yeah I'll try
To touch the world
Like you touched my life
And I'll find my way

This is the last time I turn my back on you
From now on, I'll go out, send me where you want me to
I finally have a mission, I promise I'll complete
I don't need excuses, when I am your hands and feet
I am your hands and feet

Hands, feet, go, go
I wanna be your hands
I wanna be your feet
I'll go where you send me
I'll go where you send me

I'll be your hands
I'll be your feet
I'll go where you send me
I'll go where you send me

I'll be your hands
I'll be your feet
I'll go where you send me
I'll go where you send me

I will go, I will go where you send me
I will go, I will go where you send me
I will go, go, I will go, go
I will go, I'll go where you send me

I wanna be your hands
I wanna be your feet
I'll go where you send me
I'll go where you send me



Friday, February 5, 2010

Sunday- Day 13

I love this song. I thought it'd be fun to actually post on a Friday, even though I know the meaning goes deeper than that.

Sunday by Tree 63
Nothing's sacred, the days are cheap.
Truth is thin on the ground.
Still our prophets are crucified.
Nobody believes they’re stumblin'.
It’s Friday, but Sunday is comin'.

Someone’s saying a prayer tonight
For a hungry mouth to be fed.
Someone kneels in the dark somewhere;
Darkness is already crumblin'.
Yeah, it’s Friday, but Sunday comes.

(Chorus)
Sunday!
Hallelujah!
It’s not so far, it’s not so far away.
Sunday!
Hallelujah!
It’s not so far, it’s not so far away.

Broken promises, weary hearts,
But one promise remains:
Crucified, He will come again.
It’s Friday, but Sunday is comin'.
Yeah, it’s Friday, but Sunday is comin'!

(Chorus)

Darkness is already crumblin'.
It’s Friday, but Sunday is comin'.
Yeah, it's Friday, but Sunday is comin'.
Can you feel it?
Here it comes.

(End Chorus)
Sunday!
Hallelujah!
It's not so far, it's not so far away.
Sunday!
Hallelujah!
It's not so far, our God will have His day!

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Calling All Angels- Day 12

I picked this one for today simply because it was on the radio yesterday while I was getting ready in the morning. I wrote down the lyrics to look up the name of the song because I couldn't remember it. So that's the simple reason for today's song.

Calling All Angels by Train

I need a sign to let me know you're here
All of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphere
I need to know that things are gonna look up
'Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup

When there is no place safe and no safe place to put my head
When you feel the world shake from the words that are said

[Chorus:]
And I'm calling all angels
I'm calling all you angels

I won't give up if you dont give up [Reapeat x4]

I need a sign to let me know you're here
'Cause my TV set just keeps it all from being clear
I want a reason for the way things have to be
I need a hand to help build up some kind of hope inside of me

[Chorus]

When children have to play inside so they don't disappear
And private eyes solve marriage lies cause we don't talk for years
And football teams are kissing Queens
and losing sight of having dreams
In a world that what we want is only what we want until it's ours
[Chorus x2]

Calling all you angels

[Repeat till fade]

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Live Like You Were Dying- Day 11

In light of my grandpa's surgery yesterday, I decided this was an appropriate song for today. When it came on the radio this morning while I was getting ready down in our community bathroom on the floor, I was struck by the words of this song since we were so close to losing Boppa had he not had the surgery. And then we were so close to losing him again yesterday. By the way, this was my sister's class song. So this is the song I have chosen for today...

Live Like You Were Dying by Tim McGraw

He said: "I was in my early forties,
"With a lot of life before me,"
An' a moment came that stopped me on a dime.
"I spent most of the next days,
"Looking at the x-rays,
"An' talking 'bout the options an' talkin’ ‘bout sweet time."
I asked him when it sank in,
That this might really be the real end?
How’s it hit you when you get that kind of news?
Man whatcha do?

An' he said: "I went sky diving, I went rocky mountain climbing,
"I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Chu.
"And I loved deeper and I spoke sweeter,
"And I gave forgiveness I'd been denying."
An' he said: "Some day, I hope you get the chance,
"To live like you were dyin'."

He said "I was finally the husband,
"That most the time I wasn’t.
"An' I became a friend a friend would like to have.
"And all of a sudden goin' fishin’,
"Wasn’t such an imposition,
"And I went three times that year I lost my Dad.
"Well, I finally read the Good Book,
"And I took a good long hard look,
"At what I'd do if I could do it all again,
"And then:

"I went sky diving, I went rocky mountain climbing,
"I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Chu.
"And I loved deeper and I spoke sweeter,
"And I gave forgiveness I'd been denying.
"An' he said: "Some day, I hope you get the chance,
"To live like you were dyin'."

Like tomorrow was a gift,
And you got eternity,
To think about what you’d do with it.
An' what did you do with it?
An' what can I do with it?
An' what would I do with it?

"Sky diving, I went rocky mountain climbing,
"I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Chu.
"And then I loved deeper and I spoke sweeter,
"And I watched Blue Eagle as it was flyin'.
"An' he said: "Some day, I hope you get the chance,
"To live like you were dyin'." "To live like you were dyin'."

"To live like you were dyin'."
"To live like you were dyin'."
"To live like you were dyin'."



Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Power in His Blood- Day 10

Today's song is significant today especially as my grandpa is in surgery. He has been in surgery since 7:15 this morning and still is in surgery. This is a comforting song.

Power in His Blood by FFH
I lie awake hoping that I will hear
Your voice inside my ear
Telling me you're near
But I know I'll find my precious peace of mind
When you speak to me just in time
Let me know you still care

(Chorus)

There's power in his blood
Forgiveness in His hands
A peace in His love that we can't understand
There's joy in His spirit
There's power in his blood
Forgiveness in His hands
A peace in His love that we can't understand
There's joy in His spirit
Sufficient and full there's power in His blood
His love is all we need
There's joy in the spirit of the Lord

You are the one who has made me complete
Now I'm kneeling at your feet
Knowing only you can lead me home
I'll stand through it all
Waiting on Your call
Knowing that you hear my every prayer

(Repeat Chorus)

I know there's strength in His everlasting word

Monday, February 1, 2010

It's All About You, Jesus- Day 9

Today's song is not a complete song- just a section of one. The significance behind this one is that this was our theme song for one of our January weekend youth retreats when I was probably in 8th grade, I'd guess. We would see this chorus during every one of our "services". I love this chorus, and it still runs through my head from time-to-time. Last night was one of those times. It's such a great reminder...

It's all about you, Jesus,
And all this is for you,
For your glory and your fame.

It's not about me
As if you would do things my way.
You alone are God
And I surrender to your ways.

 
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